June is an odd month for me. I usually do a lot of stupid-to-most-people shit in June.
It’s actually a long story that I don’t feel like putting out right now. One day. But not today.
And as I sit waiting on my lunch to arrive today, realizing that I’m 4 days from the start of a relatively turbulent month for me (for many MANY reasons!), exploring expansion options, staring 5 classes in the face, planning personal and family events, working to get on 2 big projects, working to get a plan on another HUGE project…
…and I sit here creating several to-do sheets and lists?
Maybe I have too many pieces of paper. Maybe…
Maybe I just need to start at the top and work my way down ONE list. *shurgs* Concept there…
I don’t know what order to do things in though. And the order changes. Both of these uncertainties are a big factor in what has kinda-sorta-maybe turned into a stalling…
I don’t think any one likes uncertainty. I’ve learned -in the last 3 years- to embrace the hell out of it. But don’t misunderstand: I still don’t like it. At. All.
So what now?
Now…for the next half an hour at least…I turn the music up and escape reality. I hang out with the minion-nieces.
Then? Back to the reality that is my life.
Skating. Work. Night out….sleep at some point.
I really am having a difficult time with several projects…and I’m on a time limit for most of them.
I’m glad that I am on a time limit (kinda…) or this stuff wouldn’t get done at all.
I’m kinda a perfectionist.
But I will say that I’m looking at these lists…as they’re growing…and I know what I have to do:
Start at the top and work my way down.